So I couldn't sleep.
My head is always interrupted by dwelling inconveniences. Who knows what I'm supposed to do about anything? I just want to go to school, really.
Eli's starting to teeth.
It's not very kewl that time won't wait for me to make a decision. ANY ONE at that. I just can't seem to seep out of this grey area. I thought I just wanted to play music. I am, however, better than mostly everyone I think. But how can I do that now?
What have I got to lose? EVERYTHING. It's just so much bigger than what I thought.
Least I can finally do my postpartum check up, a month late. Thanks to insurance. Wish I had the guts to make my hormones an excuse.
Can't wait for birth control...
xoxo qui
12:44 a.m. - 2003-01-07
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