All these poppies to go to sleep.
And not enough to take away the dreams.
Take away the reality of it, or so it seemed.
I'll float in forever and give nothing up.
Until you brush me against my cheek.
Once again against my face.
You gave me nothing...
something... anything to dream.
The sky is BROWN
not anything else.
not dead... just a million wishes
on dirt.
So I track this mud into my humble home once again.... and stained this carpet with the ignorance of my heart.
Because when i thought I was dancing, I was drowning... I was hoping to catch myself falling. I was hoping.
Go me.
I thought maybe you would once again touch my face...
But perception balanced out the weights on my arms and I will carry forever on my plate, this world. Because I'm never doing this again. I'm almost full off all this... dirt.
Just... forget it.
9:38 p.m. - 2003-08-23
What is inside my twisted mind of messy dribble?...quoted Sam I am.
I studied your face while it was really his...
I played with his taste, while you lurked for this.
I tried to forget, but there you were again... I swear I just wanted to be friends.
What might you say happened?
It seems to me he tries so hard, but I swear to God you aren't as far.
He seems to be at a longer distance, and yet he's so much closer to me...
at least compared to you....
what's a girl supposed to do.
Stay on my knees?
Maybe I shouldn't be so guilty.
His words are merely a trap.
Maybe I don't want to be set free.
But my tears seem fonder to your lap.
I broke off any connection, but there's still one to be left.
I tried a new direction, but you my friend are so deft.
I'm through with the grey, maybe not today...
maybe I'll just simply wave my hands and pray,
just to understand this game.
Or maybe, I won't forget.
I'm pretty certain I won't forget.
xoxo qui
9:47 p.m. - 2003-01-05
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