So I had a wicked dream last night.
I was back in High School, already knowing that I've graduated. I told myself, this time I want to follow through. And for a while I was pushed around with no friends, but I always fought back. I had to keep telling myself to follow through, blah blah blah. I go through some shit, and wined up on stage in a beautiful formal gown singing to this Sorority or whatever. I was not happy, but I went with it because I didn't want to give up? (Give up what, I have no idea.) When I was starting to give up, a couple friends who also could be suggested as enemies in my dream asked me this: "What's the lowest sound in the world?" The answer is Water, they soon stated. IT made so much sense, I take my shoes off, decide not to sing and walk out. Now, being awake, I do feel like I've accomplished something, but have no idea what. I have a vague idea about the riddle. I guess I'll try to explain, if you don't get it, oh well cuz neither do I really...The deepest, or lowest rather, sound in the world is the ocean. Since there's life wayyyyyyyy at the bottom and of course life makes noise... I think that's what it means? I could be utterly wrong. But if I am, then I really have no idea.
I'm pretty sure I'm forcing myself to follow through with the hardship because eventually it will get better. But the full meaning of it's gonna take some time.
xoxo qui
11:32 a.m. - 2003-02-10
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