So today...
My son gets his monthly check up and vaccinations. He's now 2 1/2 months, btw. Tonight, his legs got swollen and red and he wouldn't stop screaming for the life of me. I started crying with him... Then I got smart and called the Medical Advice line. I guess it was normal, but that isn't the point. His daddy, Junior, went to get infants tylenol. Without knowing anything he just left. Then Came back cuz he didn't have enough money, then left again, then came back again with the wrong stuff. My sissy ran out and bought the right stuff. (God Bless her for having a sissy like me.) While she was out,we get into a fight, and I don't feel like detailing it. It's just everything. Am I wrong? He also didn't want to go to Eli's appt. (The only reason why he drove me is because my warrent is active once again.) So he decided to stay in the car, and I had to borrow a diaper from the place because he had the diaper bag with him. I couldn't carry anything. His excuse was, � couldn't find it." and sure nuff, he didn't know Eli's doctors names...
Now am I making excuses for thinking about someone else? I swear I pretend not to care, but I catch myself thinking about him. Or maybe He's an escape for the way J.R. makes me feel. I really don't know. I do know, that I'm going to school and getting a job, depending on my school stuff. I wish he was on... I wanna talk to him, but maybe it's a good thing he's not. My life doesn't need to be so complicated.
I asked Junior if I looked pretty to him, earlier today. He stated, "Well, if they just want to fuck you."
How sweet it is to be loved by you.
xoxo qui
12:32 a.m. - 2003-01-09
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