So I'm reading some of my friends diary's, Usually the ones in my "profile," there's always something important! Whether it be work, school, or whatever path they've chosen. And then I look at mine. Wanting a gallon of Tums... For what? I have the best little man possible, I have a great boyfriend who really loves me, and I have family outside of that PLUS a dog who's the best fucking dog possible! I have great friends. Why must I think there's always something wrong? Call it Post-Pardom, call it Chemical Imbalance, I just think that I am sometimes a brat and I take for granted so much life that I LET pass me bye. There was a party last night, a massive, but I passed it by so I can be with grumps and the little guy for some quality time that was eventually withering away from baby sitting Aurora. I <3 her. I could bitch about it, but I woke up this morning happy I didn't have to think about what I did the night before. Usually it's something stupid like beer bongin' with the boys, jumping off the diving board with my clothes on, sticking my ass out to people on the strip, pretending I'm retarded for the pizza man, stealing dogs... It might sound hella funny to you! But I gotta wake up trying to bury my head as far into the pillow as possible. Besides the "dog" time, then I had to wake up to it licking me??? WTF! I think when I let the kid outta me, the parental aspect in my head gets embarrassed. Maybe? I'm so silly like this, but I'm really not.
Like I'm so happy around people, but if you knew me that well, I'm not really a Happy Camper. I like to look at things positively and live my life negatively. Maybe it's my envireonment? Sometimes I feel that to be visa versa. Who knows. I'm so full of it. Trying to analyze myself. I can do this every day and come up with all kinds of weird conclusions. So anyway, What else should I talk about ... work ?? HAHAHAHA How about School? Ya, that's funny too. Whatever.
Guess I'll spark a bowl.
xoxo qui
12:27 p.m. - 2003-02-09
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